Resurrection of Spirit

It was less than a week ago that I swallowed 2 red pills and looked again into my life's reality. I am never prepared for the images those candies of clarity show me. When my moment of reality was finished I was a shadow of the man I was before. Hope turned to despair. Contentment faded to melancholy. I experienced a reality that seemed to alter my perception of everyone, everything and the world stopped. I do not believe that we have all been there. Fortunately I have.... twice. I know what must be done.

To have a resurrection of spirit it must first die. It is the same with all things concerning personal growth. You must never say "I used to be.." or " I was never the type.." The shedding of your past self for the growth of the new you is a bi-product of red pills. It is rare to experience personal growth without feeling loss. You never lose who you are, you only evolve to who you will be. I most certainly lost something but what I am about to gain is an investment in myself. Though my spirit was murdered, I have faith that it will be restored in a new and glorious way.

I am open to receive the rebirth of my spirit. One must approach the aftermath of destruction with an open mind. It is similar to looking at a room in total disarray and not knowing where to start. Just close your eyes, breathe deeply and start with one thing. Before long the room has changed into something better. Not without effort and confusion, mind you. This is the message i send here.

My reality would crush 75% of you. I have looked it up and this is a statistical fact. Tho you are wondering what this may be, I am only protecting your right to CHOOSE the red pill over the blue one. Your spirit can be crushed and even killed, but it is not lost forever. You can experience a Resurrection of Spirit if you accept your reality and move forward. What follows is personal growth, inner peace and a new you.